A Puzzle... One Piece Short.

Do you ever feel like your life is a puzzle? You can often see what you're aiming for, the image on the front of the box... An advert, displaying what your success can look like. Days, months, years in the making... All for that one promise. But what doesn't it show? The hard work that can go into it? The feeling of worth, satisfaction and pride that such a beautiful event or moment has occurred because of your own hard work and determination?

Well, I'll stop the riddles... At the moment I feel that the image I can see is missing a piece... I might not even have all the pieces I need to create the image I need to reach... Which is highly frustrating.

Unfortunately, this is most likely a Larkinist idea. The idea that No matter how much work you put in, it's never going to fulfil the promise of what you expected to see...

I've kind of forgotten what I wanted to achieve from writing this post, which is infuriating. So.... What I'll do, is just write. I do it enough on twitter, but I expect this to have a little more volume...

• I have a short attention span. I cannot help it, but I just get really bored. Some call it lazy (my mother). I'll often start writing a post, and about 10 minutes later, I'll be bored and I'll start youtube video hopping.
• I'm an emotional-mess sometimes. But I try not to dwell on it, otherwise I'll never cheer up
• You probably won't know what I mean by cheer down... but there are times when I just have so much energy that I feel fit to burst... I need an appropriate outlet for it...so I need to level myself out, to a normal point...
• The scene in Mr And Mrs Smith where they fight and they then make love, is one of my most favourite scenes... EVER...

The reason I love it so much is because it's so passionate (probably because there was as much off-screen heat between BrAngelina as there was on! OUCH... BURN!)

I feel I should be doing something... I have the fire in my belly and it feels like I've poured petrol on it... But I cannot see what I can put it towards... As I'm ridiculously short of attention.